Worst Fear

i have a lot of things that i am scared of like..

SPIDERS the way the crawl its disgusting i mean its bad enough that there on the floor but they can climb up the walls and everything,
BURNING ALIVE i hate the thought of it I'm scared of the pain and just the thought of it i mean who is going to help a burning person they would rather just watch rather than helping and getting burnt themselves,
DROWNING i hate the thought of looking up and seeing life but cant reach it I'm scared of feeling the water burn ma throat and feel it going into my lungs,
LIVING ALONE i would rather die than live alone i don't mean alone in a house that i can bear its living alone with no one to talk to no friends no family nothing just me.
DEATHi hate the thought of not knowing what will happen when i die i mean will people come to my funeral will people be sad people be happy

Those are just a few things i have loads more that am scared of.

The one thing that terrifies me is growing up and becoming my mum i don't know why am terrified of becoming her i love her to bits but i couldn't live knowing that i have become my mother. now I'm depressed